You always have a choice

So. I quit my job a few days ago. I am sooooo not gonna miss all the work I was doing, but I will miss the people a lot. I mean a LOT! I would say they were my second family. It is the most close group of people I've had for a very long time.

If you are reading this, I saw you today and I already miss you.

Sometimes you just feel that the place you are at, doen't feel right, or good, or both. That is time you have to move on before it will start eating you from inside. There is absolutely nothing wrong with it, but don't forget people who are your friends. Simply keep in touch. I know it is not easy - at all. But it is worth it. And they probably helped you become the person you are today. So be grateful, because they made you the awesome person you are now. And eventually you will inspire them to move on too. For some people it's just harder than for me or you. 

I got use to be alone. I am a loner. I don't hate people - just sometimes. I just like to be alone with myself and do things the way I want. Sometimes I miss someone to talk to. It is just hard, because not a lot people understand and not a lot people get that I am alone. I am alone but I have a lot of great friends aroung the Globe. That feel right for me, but not for them. That is normal too. They are not me, they didn't go thru what I went thru and that is ok. It was my call. I decited to be alone in this. So can you. 

Crazy lady-me

Currently 21, soon 22. Not happy about it.

Short girl. Also not very happy about it. 

Browie. Kinda happy about that!

Young in heart, pretty old in soul. 

Loving books, pictures (mainly taking of them) and chips.

A huge fan of an adventures. Any kind of them, really.

Hating saying goodbye.

Animals lover.

Still writing letters.

Having a big plans for me.

I would say I was always an optimist. Mostly. Trying to live how I want and where I want and do what I love. Already found my calling and I am not giving it up just because it will be hard af.

I lived in US for over a year I loved it. I miss the freedom and just that country everyday. My favorite place in Eurpe so far is Spain - Barcelona. So I decited to move to Madrid to find out if I will like it also. I havenever been there but I doens't mean I never wanted to. 

I am currently moving around and I will probably never stop! Very selfish but I feel alive. It makes me very so much happy and gives me that special feeling, when I just have to smile. Smile because new places are making me feel, making my laugh, making my eyes open and new places are very nicely calming my illnes, which is called wanderlust. 

I have decited

I used to have about zillion blogs and webs etc.. but they were always about anything ane everything except me... I have travels a few countries and I would love to keep track and memories alive for anyone who wants to read them.

This blog will be about my next adventure.. in Spain - Madrid.. and probably the adveture after that and after that and after that. This adventure is the first time in weeks I feel alive and excited for the plan I have!

So if you are looking for a blog about au-pair or anything like that, you probably won't find it here. This will be about me and my travels and feelings, not about what job I have or how I like it or what I have to do for living.
If you are looking for something else and you are not interested in reading this web please please just find another one =) Thanks.

Do you know the feeling that you came home after a long time someplace else and your home doesn't feel like home anymore and you can't tell anybody, because they have never been in the same situation as you are right now, ale also because they will just thinkg that you are selfish and you should be happy to be home. Unfortunately it is not that way and you are just not happy to be home.
That is the price you have to pay if you wat to leave for more than just a couple days somewhere you hve never been before to experience life and to grow.

So please take care of your dreams! It is worth it.